Its not about the money that it costs, its about the joy that it brings to the grandchildren, nieces, and nephews. Its also about the chance once a year to make sure that my expended family hears about Jesus birth and his ultimate sacrifice to take our sins on him so we might have a chance at eternal salvation.
I do this as an investment in family. Someone in the family has to lead. My wife and were both oldest kids. We are used to the role. This feels that it was meant to be.