@Sweetpeas6: are you working? If not and you are waiting for Prince Charming to ride up on his white stallion and save you, I've got news, He isn't coming and its up to you to fix your own problems no matter how difficult they may be. You are solely responsible for your lot in life. Other than yourself, no one is put on this earth to make you happy or comfortable, that's up to you. How you do it is also up to you. Have faith in God and in yourself, take the reins and get moving, its a new year, maybe time for a new perspective, too!